the sun is shining
written on Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
The sun is shining outside, and it bounces on my heart, but i say, i need to sleep first, i need a lot of sleep, yes i will sleep and think everything over, deep in my subconscious, it is so difficult to start a new perfromance again, i am sleeping and am waiting to be kissed awake again, by whom and to do what, to create what? no idea. i still can not cope with these periods of incubation, of daydreaming, postponing, waiting for inspiration… i need another coffee, to sleep more, that’s for sure
the sun is shining into the houseboat where i live now in amsterdam.