still six weeks
Monday, September 3rd, 2007
Still six weeks before the premiere. I am back in Vienna, where the deer was waiting for me.
Is it possible to transform into you,
into a person whose eyes don’t mirror any sign of life anymore,
whose eyes are just holes of emptiness,
or let’s say mirrors of cruelty and tenderness at the same time,
how can i be here and not here at the same time,
like you I want to be all over and nowhere at the same time,
like you i want to burn and cool down at the same time,
like you i want to be happy and depressed at the same time.
I have still six weeks to steal your presence in the mirror of my desire.