united sorry

i am the hunter, and i am still in the cave of death and something funny happened to me, when i arrived in the cave i was happy that the bear took care about the deer, i did not know him so well, i always avoided him in the forest, because his power was to overwhelming for me. his presence, his smell, his sounds everything about him seemed to me something very dangerous.

and now we are resting of together, taking care of the dead deer, i start to feel his energy, i start to discover his tenderness, his wonderfull mood and his ultimate power to create something
yes i think , he is the one who is the closest of our three towards the source of creation. i start to like him. i want to learn from him how to make decisions from my instincts. to become real in the flesh
we start to look into each others eyes. i am curious, what he sees in my eyes, i see a huge life fore, something very sexual. i get horny. a fire starts in this embrace of me, the deer and the bear.

and still we do not say a word.

i am in new york now, at Maria, to work together for a new project. this is my view from my aerobed in her loft, the sun is shining, a very cold wind, but i have to rest like always, becaue yesterday i did a lot, i discovered that people still make fashionshows- it is the fashionweek – and performances – yesterday i saw a beautiful performance of gelitin at a huge dinnerparty in a gallery and of course they still are clubbing. it was saturdaynight… the rehearsals start today. slowly.