still dead
Friday, February 2nd, 2007
i am still in the cave of the death and i discovered that the shape of my body fills exactly the statue of the deer, the hunter and the bear who embrace each other. i love the hunter so much, and i am happy that he left the activities of daily life to be here with the deer and the bear. I think they will stay here till they become one breathing body, and even so till i become them. so we still are together in this transformation process. Actually there is nothing to write about. it is about moving in silence, not even waiting, allowing things to happen you do not understand, as i never understood what happens in the cocoon before a caterpillar transforms in a butterfly. yes my death is like being in a cocoon, forgetting who you were, not knowing what you are. not thinking about the future, every thought will disturb the process of being in the cave of death.
