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i've got a book of nice love poems written by Erich Fried from angie, and bought a book with poems by Rilke myself. And in the mood started to make my first poems. so here they are. Don't be irritated by the misspelling, or the false grammar, because they are still under construction.

For S.

I shared the bed with strangers
To escape your no
I lost telephone numbers of friends
Totally obsessed by your no
I looked in the eyes of beautiful people
To look for a second you
I could not sleep. eat
I could cry
And now, when you come back with a starting yes
I do not know anymore
I loved you so much
Your no froze my heart right in its broken condition
And when I let it melt again for you
How will I deal with the broken pieces?
Are you sure, you will hand me the glue?

Fur A

A hat mich lieb schon lange
Ich habe A. lieb, auch schon lange.
Für die Aussenwelt sind wir ein Paar
Für die Innenwelt sind wir auch ein Paar,
Das ist genausam so und klar
Und doch,
Doch muss ich mich trennen von A.
Weil tief in mir die Ferne ruft
Ich versuche mich drinnen draussen zu kehren
Und bin erstaunt was ich finde
Ich bin wie ein Kind ohne Hoffnung
Weil die Trennung Schatten wirft über meine neue Erwartungen.

 

Fur Seb.

S. died in mysterious conditions.
On the streets, bleeding arms, an exhausted heart
Every time he revealed his heart for me
I drowned in his loneliness
I loved him so much
It was not enough.
To let him stay.

 

For A.B.

You are my little terrorist.
Together we plan to form a chain of little bombs.
Yes, you are definitely a chaser of lust.
And yes, I am definitely the guardian of love.
And somehow we caught each other in the eye.

But what to do? When your lust doesn't incorporate me
Till now, I am satisfied with the crumbs.
The smell of your ass remains at my finger for one day.
I can cope with one such day a month.

I will be happy to keep an eye on the adminstration of this.
Weather report the smell of love and lust is in the air.