united sorry

today i decided to do something courageous. something i wanted to do already for a long time, but all the time i postponed it, and now, in one hour i will do it. i know you must take life in your hand, also at moments you feel weak and vulnerable.

i decided to live my life as it comes, a life dwelling on the path of love and friendship, but sometimes something knocks at your heart all the time, and you must become active and take the initiative to  open the door, so i decided i must get rid of my protection shield, and call someone to say that he still lives in my heart.

there is nothing to lose, only my own nervousness. fifty and still nervous at such moments. there is so much to learn. i think… i hope…