united sorry

it is seven years ago that my father died, and i decided to stop curating theatre and i made the step of only making performances by my own. now i am in mexico, for the first time in my life, a little out of space, and i am happy that i have some time of, before the conference starts here.

Already a long time i was thinking that i must redefine what i do. and now i take some time to reflect about life and work. I found out that this was necassary, because i discovered i become more and more shy on stage. That is for me a sign, that i must reposition myself to what i am doing. In the performance in graz and also in paris, i strated with a very personal text. personal in the sense that the assoicationsgive by the words , immediately seem to give acces to my disturbed inner emotional life. And i felt naked, more naked than i would dance naked i think.

i want to reveal what is inside to show deeper how a consciousness works. In this particular insight i hope to show something more universal, i show myself as part of the whole, with my desires and fears.

but i feel somehow that i am ending a certain period in my life, but which one, the nomad life.

yes, i give my self a nice time of.