united sorry

I get in the mood of rehearsing, diving into our next performance, feminine delight. To explore these mood I write some texts, they will be not in the performance, they are just for preparation.

Different chambers of the heart

When I met you,
I entered a chamber of my heart, I even didn’t know it existed.

You left me
alone in this chamber.

I must clean the walls,
The windows, the floor.

For sure,
I can share this chamber with a lot of people.

This chamber is even not mine.
It belongs to no one, but the heart.

The snake

I was surprised how my body started to move under your touch
My body was a fountain of curiosity

I became water
And swam in the embrace of your arms
I became earth
And smelled the depth of your eyes
I became air,
I never loved your eyebrows so much
I became fire
Yes, I was out of control.

Consuming every moment till the moment came
You left me

The sun is shining

The sun is shining in my face
Clouds are beneath me.
And somewhere under these clouds you breath your life
Not knowing where I am, what I do,
Continuing your life without a sign of me.

I face the sun
And tonight I will face the moon

You were like the sun for me
I was like the moon for you

Nothing will separate me
From what I feel for you

Realm of desire

Once I was in grief
I had brother and husband
But I was too sad to be with them

And then I met you two,
The red haired one, and the one with the soft hands
And my grief got a grave to rest,

I danced till deep in the night with the one with the soft hands.
And I found another brother,
I lost my consciousness into the arms of the red one.
And I found a new husband.

(How many husbands and brothers can you have, without being egoistic? )

I couldn’t stop thinking I had again a reason to be.

But then the man with the soft hands died on the streets,
and the red haired one said it was better that we did not meet each other anymore.

So they left me, but not my heart.

I still don’t know #1

Is to love someone is something different than to be loyal with someone.

I still don’t know #2

How to accept that people die
Or don’t feel the same as you do.