nine days before the premiere
written on Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007
nine days before the premiere, try to clean my mind, to clean my desk on the computer, my mailbox, how to prepare to dance with the snake.
just thinking a lot about being a snake, perhaps….
doing snakemovements daily…..
continue knitting the snake…..as i did before, the day i finshed i heard about the death of sebastian, now i postpone finishing the new snake…
my eyes become yellow
my tongues starts to hiss
the back of my spine becomes central in my thoughts…
so much happens in my life, so many new encounters, so direct intimate encounters
i must wait, think, let it be, dance with it.
last weekend i worked as one of the masters of ceremony in a project of a good friend, cilia erens, who constructs sounds walks, this time partly blindfolded. another friend made the sound-masks, here am i listening to what cilia made, at her house, this sunday it was on a very beautiful cemetery.