making performances

written on Wednesday, April 7th, 2010

today i was questioning what art is. Is art really this artificial  universe where one person dictates how everything looks, sounds. Is it the task of the artist to control all these choices  or is it his task to find a structure or task, or concept that allow  invisible forces ( of interpretation, sensation, perception) to come, without being manipulated by the artist himself.

Suddenly i was thinking that art for me is more  an attitude than a product, a mentality to be present among people, in every situation. So it is not the product that counts, but the mentality behind. In that sense i am still dealing with our performance “feminine delight” where the ideology of modern and post modern thinking became more important for me, than the actual steps or movements.

For me, it is the being, the presence that generates the composition, not the doing, or the chosing, it is the listening of the being. i get closer to my investigation in the meaning of pure presence on stage.