united sorry

i think it i finished my adventure in the cave. my death experience, my sitting down with my three characters who i loved so much , the deer, the hunter and the bear. we said goodbye to the deer, buried him in the ground, and the bear and the hunter became so good friends that they plan to leave together this place of death. it happened very quickly, we were all sitting together and suddenly out of our shapes appeared a swan as in a vision. perhap the soul of the deer became a swan, perhaps we all together formed the dream of a swan. but the fact is, that suddenly she/he was there, this big white beauitful swan, and i understood from now on i do not live anymore, i will dream my life, tresspassing again and again the border betwen life and death. sebastain you are so close, andre you are so close, stefan you are so close, former life, present and future, it will be all the same in the reign of the swan. i welcome thou, swan of my life, swan of my dreams, swan of my death, once you will die as the deer died in my heart, the deer appeared im my life when i was 36 and stayed with me for twelve years, now the swan will be with me, and i will tell him/her stories about my former life with the deer, the bear and the hunter.