to believe in the falling in love
written on Wednesday, July 11th, 2007
Now, I understand that it wasn’t my fault to fall in love so intensely.
Now, I understand that it wasn’t my fault that this falling in love let me suffer so much,
So long, so intensely
Now, I understand that I could not help, I hurt the person I loved most in this world.
Now, I believe that I met the presence of God in this falling in love.
Of course God can be everywhere,
But I met Him in the reflection of your eyes, in the shadow of your hairy eyebrows
The same as I met Him in the dying of my father and my mother, just before I met you.
Who is this God, anyway
I think,
God is what connects me to the other, what connects me to life, death.
So , am I Dante, who met his Beatrice.
God,
You’ re eyes are sweeter than sweet
Your touch turns me on, directly
I imagine Your neck, Your lips, the smell of Your breath
How can I breathe without dreaming of You
I will sing it out loud
God returned in my life.
Just by one glance of the eye
He showed me, that falling in love exist
He made me eternally horny,
I know, it will never stop,
Since life gave me a sip of it.