eight days before the premiere
written on Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007
The deer is waiting for me.
to recieve me
The snake is waiting for me.
to recieve me
God is waiting for me.
But who the hell is god.
I felt him in the embrace of sebastian
I saw him in the eyes of stefan
I saw him in the taking care of andre
I saw him in the feelings of so many women
and now i must refind him on the spot
is that really possible, i ask myself
perhaps,
when i am able to lose myself
i am dying to die
die into you,
who was never here and at the same time everywhere
how can i become you
nevere here, and at the same time everywhere.