united sorry

a half day of in paris, means to get very cultural, i went to the calder exhibition in pompidou, i already read about it in a dutch newspaper, and i was curious to his circus puppets, and the film which was made of his playing with these puppets. it was funny, touching and brought me easily in a happy mood. but there was also a kandinsky exhibition, and because the ticket is for every exhibition i entered. I was not really interested, and thought well lets check out all these famous paintings, i had to study when i studied russian and russian art. i saw the russian period, the bauhaus period, and i wasn’t really concentrated. i recognized what i learned, blablabla, i was tired of walking all day and than it suddenly happened,  like calder made amazing work after he visited the atelier of mondriaan, in the same way kandinsky changed his work, moving to paris and meeting miro. i was shocked and touched, his paintings with little organisms, morphic forms, his circles into black, it opened my heart, i saw again the full coloured manifestation of the life energy as i’ve seen in my ayuasca visions. happy shiny forms, small details, small organic forms, it made my day.  and now i thought how to end the day. I could go to a gay sauna – to relax! – or go to the holy mountain of jederowsky, a movie i like to see already for a long time,  i only saw some fragments on the internet, so  i decided to do more culture, and go to the cinema… no sweat, no watching men hunting each other, but go for some psycho-magic entertainment.

is this my new life?