united sorry

dear a.

I met you quiet a long time ago and still you are in my blood and dreams. they say you are a dangerous, demanding woman. But i met you as a very generous, dominant being, who can’t be silent about all the things you know, about life, the world and the people.

I see you a lot of times dancing in my veins, with your long legs an dlong skinny arms. Yes, i must say i was afraid of you in the beginning. But you taught me how to face death, how to be humble, not to get to much in a wariors attitude and still be strong at the same time. Funny enough, you didn’t teach me so much about love, yes  you showed cosmic love, but it seems you are beyond sexuality, the desires of the human body.

people say, you are like a mirror. by being with you several times i started to discover how my own mind worked. so perhaps i am the one who is not so sexual these days and you are just mirroring this. I must check that with other people who were with you.

i like to dance when i am with you, i get so theatrical being with you, i feel different and i am not longer ashamed that i am so different, on the contrary when i am with you, i think it is my destiny to be different than the others, and this diffenrece becomes something i can offer the others. When i am with you i start to feel a clown.

thank you from all my veins in my body and mind (& to be continued).