black man in raincoat #2

written on Sunday, October 26th, 2008

Black man in raincoat, last night i had a lot of dreams, all my life passed by, as if would die, and the i remembered a movie, i saw when i was a student, the seventh seal, made by ingmar bergman. A film about the pest in the middle age and one of the main characters is playing chess with the death, a horryfying figure in a huge black coat with a cap, so you hard can see his face. a very threathening image.

and suddenly i saw you, remembered how you appeared in my dream, to get me out of my disturbing dreams, you were dressed in a raincoat, you were in disguise, trying to be anonymous, and suddenly i understood you are my death, but you are not threathening, on the contrary, i want to lay in your arms, be in dialogue with you, tell me my dreams, and listen to yours, is that possible?

everyday i take a boost of vitamins and guarana, does it function as a placebo or does it really work, i don’t know but i like to take it, now i am fifty, and think i must take care of my health.