after sunday feeling
Sunday, October 14th, 2007
ich habe die liebe entdeckt, wieder und wieder.
it is feeling, everywhere in me, this time without any pills . i am without any drugs already for so long, the feeling of love comes in waves, it has to do with memories of moments that people opened me totally, the confrontation with the death of friends, who are now always visits with me, it is the memory of my big love who always stays in my heart, the love for my husband, the love for the autumn sun, the comforting tears of losing people, the love for my friends, wherever they live
but how to live all these feelings
physically, mentally, spiritually, now, this moment, here alone in the house in vienna, cleaning the stuff, preparing to fly to brussels
i have no idea, to be honest