united sorry

I just bought a new laptop, so my analogue period of carrying two notebooks around seems to be over. Although i will keep them and still want to use them, for short notes, and beginning drafts.

this week i am in amsterdam, performing keeping still with anne teresa, my part is indeed an exact interpretation of keeping still and every morning after having performed or rehearsed i feel totally relaxed when i wake up.

In the daytime i am writing texts for the piece in the mountains with Theater im Bahnhof. I want to write with the stillness of a mountain, i keep a stone  next to me, which i got as a birthday present next to me, and my aim is how to find words that generate stillness and silence, and not a bubbling mind, or a flow of thoughts.

so stillness is my theme these days. So I still continue investigating eros and silence, i don’t want to  escape it…

the weather outside is beautiful. the sun reflects on the water,there is a slight wind and  it is warm but not hot. i am quite happy being here, writing down these words, installing my laptop again.

happy with my new laptop, but even more with the world how it  manifests itself to me today.