two years ago
written on Saturday, December 23rd, 2006
Dear Sebastian
Two years ago we met
And now you always remain in my heart
by the simple reason that you died
a month ago
I am happy that we met
You were my little brother
Who shared the nights with me
We fantasized a lot, talking about our dreams
Shamanistic traveling, lsd, hiking in the mountains,
We were always planning our future together
But at the end, we hardly did these kinds of things,
Me traveling back and forth
You not answering always my calls and emails
Your death has changed me a lot.
I think, I will dance our dance every day from now on,
to honor your existence in my life.
I still love you.
I thank you for still loving me.
